How have you been? My life has changed since i last post...Complete i would say...just tt some parts are lacking. I think it's just discontent.
Anyway, i've really found what i had been searching for some years already...Someone who would love me for who i am and what i am...Thanks sweetie :)
I was just listening to Corrinne May's song and it really speaks my mind! The last verse struck me the most and here it is:
You and I walk beside each other day after day But there's so much inside me, I never get to say My life would be so empty with nothing left to feel If you didn't love me If you didn't love me. If You Didn't Love Me by Corrinne May
It's pretty amazing how life surprises you with its endless unexpected situations, some good and some bad.
But i think my life is just really blessed with goodness just as though i have entered a new spring. I can now see the beautiful flowers that have begun to grow, colours everywhere. Cutesy birds flapping their wings in the sky and the magnificent sun that rises from the east.
So, what do i actually want to mention? In a nutshell, i just entered a new phase of my life, L.O.V.E.
And it's really cool and amazing how i got into it. I won't mention how lar. Just that it all happened one cool breezy night in the corner of the earth. Never did i expect myself to be so romantic, but i guess its all in His plan. Now the word "sunrise" only brings a smile to my face. And the rest as they say is history...
To this very special someone, I love you sweetheart! You're my angel!
So started a new beginning...
Angel In Disguise Corrinne May
I woke up this morning feeling kind of blue and I stumbled out of bed and dragged my feet across the room Right outside my front door was a rose and a note that said 'Somebody Loves You'
Oh~ But out on the street it starts to pour and before I get soaking wet, A total stranger runs to give me the jacket off his back I turn around to thank him But he waves me with a smile And I can hardly believe my eyes He puts on a halo and starts to fly
Take a look at the ordinary Don't need to look for Paradise You could be next to an angel in disguise
I met a good friend for lunch and we had a delicious meal But I forgot to bring my wallet I felt like an imbecile But she was sweet, she gave me a treat and Bought me a chicken sandwich To take home for tea
Oh~ But out on the street with nothing to eat A man and his shopping cart go Travelling to places Collecting social graces I give him my sandwich and we chatter for a while I see a rainbow wash over his eyes He gives me his halo and I start to fly
Take a look at the ordinary Don't need to look for Paradise You could be next to an angel in disguise
Don't try to hide away from me I know you're by my side
Oooh~~
Take a look at the ordinary Don't need to look at Paradise You could be next to an angel in disguise Everyday can be legendary Every minute, an endless surprise You could be the next angel in disguise
I went to catch Corrinne May's concert!!! Finally caught her in person! I was damn excited and happy. I was very happy that our seats were not very far from the stage, we could still see every tinkling of the piano keys. I must say that she's one awesome performer. A singer in her own league without a doubt.
Every eye was on her and she caught and held on to the attention of every concert-goer throughout the concert. The setting was superb, music was fabulous and the ambience was perfect. One of the best concerts i've been too...Hoping to get the tix to her special showcase at Clarke Quay and attend that with my special someone. hee:p
On to her new album, i've only got one word. "wow!!!" oh wait, that's not a word, that's an exclamation. "incredible" is a much better word to use.
Ok, now i leave you on your own while i continue to listen to her new album and chat with my sweetie-pie :)
He leadeth me, O blessèd thought!O words with heav’nly comfort fraught! Whate’er I do, where’er I beStill ’tis God’s hand that leadeth me. He leadeth me, He leadeth me,By His own hand He leadeth me; His faithful follower I would be,For by His hand He leadeth me.
Sometimes mid scenes of deepest gloom,Sometimes where Eden’s bowers bloom, By waters still, over troubled sea,Still ’tis His hand that leadeth me.
Lord, I would place my hand in Thine,Nor ever murmur nor repine; Content, whatever lot I see,Since ’tis my God that leadeth me. And when my task on earth is done,When by Thy grace the vict’ry’s won, E’en death’s cold wave I will not flee,Since God through Jordan leadeth me.
Today, i celebrated my birthday in advance with my friends from CSC, ministry members and some close friends!
and what a joy it was to have them. The adults, the ever funny adults from SJMM. We had so much great food and great fun! Really am thankful to God for these people whom i can learn from. One point that i thought made a huge impact was Andrew's testimony...though i didnt get to hear the whole thing...but i think the Holy Spirit gave me a gist of it. Most of all, i'm even more touched and honoured that he took time off the YISS to come for the party!
Now its time to thank the people who made my day and showed me HIS love:
The youths+band: Ah! what would i be without you??? Julian, Gus, Bianca, Joyce,Gerry,Andrew,Matthew and Angeline What a waste that Gus wasnt around. It would have been more enjoyable to have him around, Gerry too...But anyway, thanks for your thought of buying me a present, though its with Joyce...ben ben ben ben...haha:) thanks for the joy that you guys share with me...for all the time that you guys "waste" on me...thankew thank you!!! love you guys! Oh and Aunty Agnes, thanks for coming...Happy belated birthday!!! :)
the adults: family by family:
GavSylAng: Thanks for the CD and the cross! I love hymns! thanks syl, for believing in me...for allowing me to lead worship. You always bring a smile to my face! Do rest well, take care of your health, and the 4 little angels!
andrewSoong: thanks uncle Andrew, for being my model...yah! model! Its very weird....i'm taking after you! ur cold jokes and the singing! Better not be similar in size man! haha:)
Sandra: thanks aunty San, your care for me, the smile and encouragement you give me! you bring Jesus to me! Your foldable card and gift really speak to me in this time of uncertainty and really in Him i know all things are possible and His love is abundant.
RussSharenSim: thanks sharen and russ, for always offering words of encouragement and love to me. And the smile and laughter you bring to me!
Jenny: Thanks Sis, for always being there for me...for sharing with me, your joys, laughter and ur downs...through you have i learnt many things.
mamaShirley: thanks mum, for the care you give me, for the wonderful food you offer me.
Kelvy: Thanks for believing in me as well. for giving me opportunities to volunteer at MStar and to learn!
Godpa: my everloving godfather, thanks for being Jesus and fatherly to me.
friends:
Brendan: thanks number 1! for coming and wishing me happy birthday countlessly. i'm really honoured to have a close friend like you. thanks for doing the bbqing for the party...i know you enjoyed it! keep up the good work! hope to see you back at CSC!!!
family:
Mum: thanks for taking all the tantrums that i sometimes throw...thanks for the love you shower upon me unconditionally. really hope and pray that you can come to CSC and serve.
God: Thank you! that's all i need to say! thank you, my loving God!!!
And yes, i'm really thankful for today. today i experienced what the first christians experienced when they were filled with the Spirit, they were joyful and they fellowshipped! Today i felt more closer than ever to this ministry that He has given me an opportunity to serve in.
And it is in this disposition and spirit that i will enter into the next phase of my life...
its been a long time since he updated. By the way, just in case you forgot, his name is Nicholas.
well, anyway, he has been up to a lot over the past few months. He has since quit BB because of his impending enlistment. So now he just lazes around at home, although he will be leaving for Hong Kong on wed with his family for a holiday.
Anyway, he went on a beautiful and fun trip with some of his band mates to the Night Safari. They had beautiful Bongo Burgers which he thinks is out of this world. He wishes to go back there again to have dinner before his enlistment, though he knows that the others will think that he is mad.
Oh did he tell you that he has lost some weight? well now he is telling you.
Vocally, he thinks he has improved by the grace of God and through the vocal lessons together with Stef.
oh and last week CSC had a family day carnival at Pasir Ris park where everyone had their fair share of fun. What happened after the carnival is definitely blog-worthy! Of which he will now tell you.
The youths decided to go cycling after the carnival and so they rent 2 double bikes from the bicycle kiosk. halfway thru 1st hour, Julian remembered that he left something at Holy Trinity where he was in the morning for a wedding. So they decided to extend the rent and cycle to Tampines from the Pasir ris park. And the rest as they say was history!
you don't know how many heads turned to look at them as they cycled. Imagine 4 orange clad youths on double bikes cycling next to your car! you might have thought that they were on a marathon type of thing.
Well...that's as much as he wants to say for the adventure of his lifetime.
its 1.38 in the morning and he is beginning to feel sleepy, so now he bids farewell to you. till next time when he decides to post again.
toodles!
*poof*
the author
Name: Lee ChengJi Nicholas Birthdate: 18th June 1987 Race: Chinese Religion: Roman Catholicism
Mini-Bio Food: Anything Spicy
Drink: Anything sweet and cold
Colour: Orange, White, Green (colours of the Irish flag)
